[ Maybe the plan wouldn't be kidnapping, but rather seducing him into spilling secrets. A Black Widow sort of move rather than traditional kidnapping and torture.
She half-smiles in response, nodding slightly. ] No, I guess not.
[ And there's another thing she can't really get into with him. That she doesn't have a van here. She doesn't have a single thing that she's not wearing at this very moment — he knows she doesn't have things here but he can't know she doesn't have anything period. ]
[ Well, that would be something. His training has taught him well, but he's still just as vulnerable to wiles as anyone. ]
Anyway, bathroom's just over there, and I've got a spare toothbrush for you.
[ He smiles a little bit, because out of everything she might need, a toothbrush is probably not too high up on the list. ]
And, uh- [ He hesitates here, because this is the part that's going to be the hard sell. But he thinks he can skirt around it for a little bit longer. ]
The spare trunk is just in here if you want to put what you do have in there, at least for the night. [ He points in the direction of his room. It's not the most subtle, but it's a lead-in. He'd thought initially about putting her up in his spare room, but it hasn't been used in months, so it's very dusty and not really all that clean.
It seems like a shame to put her in there when there's a better option just waiting for it to be taken. ]
[ A toothbrush is actually quite high on the list. It's one of those little things that are part of your daily routine, that no matter where (or when) you are, it makes you feel a little more like yourself.
That hesitation gets her attention and even as exhausted as she is, she still catches some implied meaning in that last statement. Either she has severely underestimated Daniel Sousa and he's presenting her with a proposition she'd be sorely tempted by, or he's trying to give her his bed. Because she can clearly see through the open doorway that the room is neat but currently in regular use.
She frowns at him in confusion. ] Why would I use that when I'm staying in the spare room?
[ As much as the more adventurous side of him would like a proposition like that, it feels incredibly wrong at the same time, especially since they barely know each other. So, the only thoughts he's having right now are about how he can make her the most comfortable. And clearly the way to do that is by giving her the use of his room.
He smiles a bit sheepishly as he answers. ]
Well, that's the thing, and I hope you don't mind me saying this.
[ After her repeated reminders that she knows her own mind and that he shouldn't presume to think for her or say what she might be feeling, anyway. ]
I think you'll sleep better if you take that room instead.
[ He won't say as much, but it's because his room is more lived in, and it's in better condition than the spare one. ]
[ It's good that he's a gentleman through and through. In her current stressed-out mental state, she might have actually gone for it and made a decision they'd both regret. (Well, she's pretty certain she wouldn't regret the actual act itself, but everything that came about because of it would be a different story.)
Holding up her hand, she's already shaking her head. ] No. No way. I'll take the spare room or the couch or even the floor, but I am not taking your bed from you.
[ He deserves to get a good night's rest just as much as she does, and she refuses to be even more of a burden to him than she already will be just by being here. ]
[ Now it's his turn to shake his head. ] No, you're a guest here, and I'm going to make sure you get everything you need. And that includes the more comfortable room.
[ To forestall any other arguments, he just bustles on ahead into the room, and almost like a hotel maid would, proceeds to turn down the bed covers. ]
It's not really proper, or following any rules, but you don't have any of your things with you, so- [ There's definitely some redness creeping back up his neck, because this surely is not the proper thing to do by anyone's standards. ]
I was thinking you could borrow some of my things to sleep in.
[ Is this scandalous? It sure feels like it is to him. But what choice do they have? What she's wearing doesn't look very comfortable for sleeping. ]
[ Were she in any other emotional and physical condition, she'd be digging her heels in right about now, probably marching into the spare room and firmly insisting it was just fine, regardless of if it was or not. It would the principle of the thing. As it is—
She's so tired. Some part of her wants to just break down crying right there in the middle of his apartment, let out all her stress and anxiety in a good sobbing fit. But she's not that far gone yet... just perhaps far enough to give him this just this once. ]
Okay. [ It's a very eloquent reply she manages, really. ] I mean— That would be nice, thank you.
You're welcome. [ He smiles, and then he's off to gather what he thinks she'll need: one of his shirts, a pair of pajama bottoms, all of them probably too big for her, but it's for sleeping in. It should be fine.
Once he's certain she has everything she needs, including that toothbrush and a new tube of toothpaste, he checks in with her and hands over the things he gathered. Eventually, he leaves, heading for the spare room, ready to call it a night.
Luckily it's a weekend, so he doesn't have to check in at the office the next morning, other than to make a quick phone call just to see if there's anything he needs to be apprised of, and then he heads to the kitchen to see about getting breakfast together.
Usually, he just has to cook for one, but since Daisy's crashing at his place, he decides to try and make it a little more special. He sets to work making eggs and bacon, and pancakes too, in case she's hungry. ]
[ It's weird sleeping in an actual bed in a proper room again. After a year of living on the Zephyr and many years before that on the Bus and various SHIELD bases, she'd forgotten what this could feel like. But as comfortable as the bed is, and as utterly worn out as she is, it still takes hours for Daisy to finally fall into an exhausted sleep.
The bedroom is so silent and still that the sounds from the kitchen trickle in, waking her from a deep sleep that leaves her feeling groggy. For a moment, she forgets what happened the day before, confusion taking hold as she looks around the unfamiliar room&mdash And then it comes crashing back, the memories life a knife in her chest. It's so sudden that she feels tears stinging her eyes and she has to force herself into action so she doesn't lose control of her emotions. Out of the comfortable bed that kind of smells like her handsome host. Run fingers through her hair to try to tame the messy curls that have been a bit flattened by sleeping on them. She debates changing back into her dress but can't find the energy just yet — she really hopes that Sousa has coffee.
So, she wanders out to the kitchen in her borrowed pajamas, hair anything but perfectly styled and bare feet padding along the floor. Not once does she consider whether it's "proper" for the era to be doing this; she's pretty sure they left propriety back at the bar, anyway. ]
[ It wouldn't be a healthy and balanced breakfast without coffee. Daniel knows he couldn't function as well as he did without the stuff, so there's a full pot of it just waiting to be consumed. He's working on flipping the latest pancake onto the already finished stack of them when he hears footsteps entering the kitchen. ]
Oh, good, you're up. I'm almost finished.
[ He does look positively domestic, what with the almost perfectly scrambled eggs and crispy bacon waiting in their respective pans, and the stack of pancakes that he worked hard to get just right. Truthfully, it does come easily to him, but still, he wanted to make sure everything was as close to perfect as he could get it. ]
[ He certainly won't get any arguments from her — coffee is one of Daisy's main food groups, along with whatever junk food was currently stocked on the Zephyr.
Giving the scene a once-over with a slightly stunned expression, she shakes her head in astonishment as she settles into one of the chairs. A bachelor being able to cook like this had to be something that died out in the seventy years between their time periods. The only other man she knew who could cook like this was Coulson, and he'd always seemed to be the exception to every rule. ]
The women of this era really are idiots if they're not looking at someone like you. [ It's half muttered to herself and half to him as she considers again everything he's done for her, everything he's said he would do. How many people in the world would do the same? He's really one of a kind. ]
[ His back is turned to her when she makes that muttered comment, because he's pouring her cup of coffee, but the creeping flush of red up his neck suggests that he heard what she said.
And then he turns around with the mug in his hand, and his cheeks are reddening as well. ]
What, because I can put together a good breakfast? [ He rolls his eyes, but he's smiling too. ]
Most women are looking for something more than just that. And this is a detractor too.
[ He nods at the crutch. Of course he can get around his own place without any trouble, but sometimes, the crutch just gets in the way.
Like right now, for instance. He's moving over to place the mug of coffee on the table, and the crutch catches on the floor, causing him to slip just a little. But he's not about to make a mess right now, not when he's trying to make things as close to perfect as he can, and hey, what's a little drip of coffee anyway?
He tries not to flinch as some hot drops of liquid fall onto his hand. It's silly, but she just gave him the biggest compliment he's received in awhile, and he doesn't want to make her change her mind five seconds after giving it. ]
[ Oh yeah, the breakfast thing must be a whole lot more common in this era. That, or maybe it's just that women are told so often that their place is in the kitchen — which is absolute bullshit, of course. She'd like to see anyone try to tell May that she belonged in a kitchen, the person in question would probably end up with a paring knife between the ribs.
The crutch being any sort of an issue is also complete bullshit. Just the idea that people would look down on him because he'd lost a leg makes her so angry, but add in that he'd lost it fighting for his country and she's beyond livid. A good man like Daniel Sousa deserves so much better than that.
She watches that cup of coffee with great interest, more than ready to inhale that sweet liquid life, so there's no missing the way the cup jerks as he loses his balance the slightest bit. And of course, she notices that flinch; who the hell wouldn't flinch at steaming hot coffee hitting their bare skin? ]
Hey, you okay? [ There's nothing but genuine concern in her voice and expression as she quickly reaches up to take the mug from him, setting it on the table before immediately turning her attention to his hand. She takes it in her own, one hand on his wrist while the other holds his fingers, checking to make sure any burns are just superficial. ]
[ In his opinion, a woman's place is anywhere she wants to be, and no one should get to tell her where that is. Of course, that's an unpopular opinion for a man from the 50s to have, but he likes to think he's not like most men from his time.
And while he's very confident in who he is and what he brings to the table, there's some things that he has difficulty just brushing aside. The issue of his worth is one of those things that rears its ugly head from time to time. But then again, he wouldn't change any of his choices for anything in the world, and neither would he trade any of the consequences either. Losing his leg wasn't a picnic, but he has no regrets.
It's a daily thing, learning to not be bothered by the looks or the whispers or how he gets overlooked sometimes. But one thing's clear; he's not being overlooked right now. ]
Huh?
[ He startles just a little bit when his brain catches up to his eyes, because he's staring at her holding his hand like he's never seen anyone do something like that before. ]
Oh, uh, I'm fine, just had a clumsy moment there. It happens. [ And then he takes a second look at the cup, as if maybe it's not full enough for her anymore. ]
Give me a second, I can top that up for you.
[ Never mind that it's already pretty full. He's just suddenly feeling a little flustered. ]
[ He's not used to this. It's clear as day, written all over his face. It's been long enough since he had had someone to worry about him that he's forgotten what it's like. ]
Let me drink some of it first, Sousa. [ She teases him with a gentle smile as she releases his hand, one of her own moving to hold onto the mug's handle. ] And put that hand under some cold water, okay? Just to humor me.
[ Because he might be fine, but he'll be more fine if he takes a bit of care of himself. Just try it, Sousa, all the cool kids are doing it. (Except for her, of course.) ]
[ He's really not. It's been some time since anyone looked after him, and he's just gotten used to being on his own. ]
Oh, right, sorry. [ He lost his head a bit there, but he's trying to collect himself again. ]
I need to dish up the food anyway. I'll be right back. [ And yes, the first thing he does is run his hand under some water, because that kind of stung.
He returns in a few minutes with a plate loaded up with food and carefully balanced. Some spilled coffee is easily cleaned up and forgotten about; spilled food is less so. ]
[ She listens for the sound of running water, then settles back in her chair to sip coffee while she waits. It's not the best she's ever had but it's pretty good — better than the motel and gas station coffee she'd lived off of for so many years.
It is very likely that she resembles a kid at Christmas when he returns with that plate of food, her eyes get so big. ]
I'm starving. Apparently, my stomach thinks dinner was a week ago instead of last night. [ Inhaling food like she's never seen it before is probably frowned upon for women in this era, so she forces herself to take a smaller, slightly more ladylike bite of eggs instead of shoveling a mouthful in at once. That proper facade disappears as she chews, though. Having the manners to at least cover her mouth while she talks with food in it, there's no hiding the smile in her voice. ] Oh my god, this is really good.
[ He smiles, because it's good to see that she's enjoying herself. Manners are all well and good, but he can forgive a little impropriety (not that there is any, not in his opinion) when faced with someone very thoroughly enjoying what they're eating. ]
Well, you've had an exciting couple of days, haven't you? That's bound to make anyone hungry. There's a lot more where that came from, if you decide you want seconds.
[ He's glad he decided to make extra. But if she asks him about it, he'll just say that he's been cooking for himself for so long that he lost track of proper portion sizes. ]
[ In that moment, she's reminded of how nice his smile is. It tries to bowl her over, the feeling of how nice this is, and she's quick to squash it right back down where it belongs. Regardless of whether last night was a "date" or not, she shouldn't be having anything like those thoughts. Not now. Not about him.
If only her heart would get with the program.
There's a slight hesitation before she nods and smiles again, though it's a bit more reserved this time.] Thanks. Now go on and get yours, it's no fun to eat alone.
[ She'd spent far too much of her life alone already. ]
[ Well, if she's having trouble keeping her feelings in check, it's nothing to how he's doing. Or not, since every time he looks at her, it feels like his heart is doing backflips. He's too old for schoolboy crushes, but that seems to be exactly what he's dealing with.
Luckily, he has plenty of things to distract him from wanting to stop stock still and just look at her, because that wouldn't be awkward at all. ]
You don't have to tell me twice. [ He's hungry too, but he nearly forgot about that in favor of watching her. He's quick to grab a plate and fill it up so he can bring it back over to the table and join her. ]
So, how is it? Can I get you anything else? [ He figures she wouldn't be putting it away as quickly as she is if she wasn't enjoying it, but he wants to be sure. ]
[ Oh, she is in trouble if she keeps thinking like this. Big trouble. There's enough for her to deal with already without adding in feelings that absolutely shouldn't be happening when she could end up leaving at any minute.
That uncertainty of her future settles in again and she tries to bury that uneasy feeling in her chest. It doesn't work, of course, and though she smiles when he settles in with his own plate, it doesn't quite reach her eyes. ]
No, this is all... perfect. Everything's amazing. Eggs and pancakes and... wow. I'm impressed, Sousa.
[ If she's in trouble, then Daniel's in hot water. Specifically, boiling water. Because he's already kind of fallen head over heels for her, in spite of the fact that she's a stranger with probably more than one secret. He shouldn't trust her, and he definitely shouldn't have let her into his house, but- Secrets or no secrets, she's a displaced person, and he just couldn't have slept that night if he let her wander around with nowhere to go. If he were in her shoes, he'd hope someone would show him some sort of kindness too.
He tries to mind his own business whenever possible, but he can see the way that smile doesn't quite reach her eyes. He figures he shouldn't draw attention to it unless she brings it up, so he just returns the smile as well. ]
Well, you know, living alone, it gets a little tiresome, going to a restaurant or a diner two or three times a day. I figure if I can read reports at work, I can read a recipe book.
[ He chuckles a bit, though. ]
Let me tell you, my first attempts at cooking for myself weren't pretty. I think I came out all right, though.
[ It's still so unbelievable to her that he's been so willing to help her like this. It says so much about who he is as a person, and everything lines up with someone who would be idolized by a man like Phil Coulson. Some part of her feels terrible for accepting his offer when she has nothing she can offer him in return, and another part hopes that she continues to have his generosity for just a little longer. ]
You're more than all right. [ This smile is a little brighter and reaches a little further. ] Especially compared to my cooking skills. I burn everything. I would have starved a long time if it weren't for my team making sure there was more than cereal in our kitchen.
[ Well, he's always been a firm believer in helping those who need help, and while he's not always inclined to help those who've done him wrong or those who are just looking out for themselves or are interested in bringing harm to others, Daisy doesn't strike him as any of those things. Maybe he's wrong, but she seems like a good person, and his intuition has almost always been correct. ]
Well, trust me on this, if you stick around at least while you get things figured out, you won't have to worry about starving.
[ She tries to be a good person. She hasn't always succeeded, of course, and those memories haunt her every day. The deaths she'd caused, both by choice and by association, still plague her dreams and fuel her nightmares; they probably always will. So if it takes the rest of her life to make up for the pain she's caused, she'll gladly do it. ]
Thank you. [ It's more serious than what she'd said before, reality slipping back into the forefront of her mind. Poking at one of the pancakes with her fork, she looks between it and him for a moment before speaking again. ] I'm not even really sure where to start. The figuring things out part...
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She half-smiles in response, nodding slightly. ] No, I guess not.
[ And there's another thing she can't really get into with him. That she doesn't have a van here. She doesn't have a single thing that she's not wearing at this very moment — he knows she doesn't have things here but he can't know she doesn't have anything period. ]
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Anyway, bathroom's just over there, and I've got a spare toothbrush for you.
[ He smiles a little bit, because out of everything she might need, a toothbrush is probably not too high up on the list. ]
And, uh- [ He hesitates here, because this is the part that's going to be the hard sell. But he thinks he can skirt around it for a little bit longer. ]
The spare trunk is just in here if you want to put what you do have in there, at least for the night. [ He points in the direction of his room. It's not the most subtle, but it's a lead-in. He'd thought initially about putting her up in his spare room, but it hasn't been used in months, so it's very dusty and not really all that clean.
It seems like a shame to put her in there when there's a better option just waiting for it to be taken. ]
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That hesitation gets her attention and even as exhausted as she is, she still catches some implied meaning in that last statement. Either she has severely underestimated Daniel Sousa and he's presenting her with a proposition she'd be sorely tempted by, or he's trying to give her his bed. Because she can clearly see through the open doorway that the room is neat but currently in regular use.
She frowns at him in confusion. ] Why would I use that when I'm staying in the spare room?
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He smiles a bit sheepishly as he answers. ]
Well, that's the thing, and I hope you don't mind me saying this.
[ After her repeated reminders that she knows her own mind and that he shouldn't presume to think for her or say what she might be feeling, anyway. ]
I think you'll sleep better if you take that room instead.
[ He won't say as much, but it's because his room is more lived in, and it's in better condition than the spare one. ]
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Holding up her hand, she's already shaking her head. ] No. No way. I'll take the spare room or the couch or even the floor, but I am not taking your bed from you.
[ He deserves to get a good night's rest just as much as she does, and she refuses to be even more of a burden to him than she already will be just by being here. ]
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[ To forestall any other arguments, he just bustles on ahead into the room, and almost like a hotel maid would, proceeds to turn down the bed covers. ]
It's not really proper, or following any rules, but you don't have any of your things with you, so- [ There's definitely some redness creeping back up his neck, because this surely is not the proper thing to do by anyone's standards. ]
I was thinking you could borrow some of my things to sleep in.
[ Is this scandalous? It sure feels like it is to him. But what choice do they have? What she's wearing doesn't look very comfortable for sleeping. ]
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She's so tired. Some part of her wants to just break down crying right there in the middle of his apartment, let out all her stress and anxiety in a good sobbing fit. But she's not that far gone yet... just perhaps far enough to give him this just this once. ]
Okay. [ It's a very eloquent reply she manages, really. ] I mean— That would be nice, thank you.
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Once he's certain she has everything she needs, including that toothbrush and a new tube of toothpaste, he checks in with her and hands over the things he gathered. Eventually, he leaves, heading for the spare room, ready to call it a night.
Luckily it's a weekend, so he doesn't have to check in at the office the next morning, other than to make a quick phone call just to see if there's anything he needs to be apprised of, and then he heads to the kitchen to see about getting breakfast together.
Usually, he just has to cook for one, but since Daisy's crashing at his place, he decides to try and make it a little more special. He sets to work making eggs and bacon, and pancakes too, in case she's hungry. ]
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The bedroom is so silent and still that the sounds from the kitchen trickle in, waking her from a deep sleep that leaves her feeling groggy. For a moment, she forgets what happened the day before, confusion taking hold as she looks around the unfamiliar room&mdash And then it comes crashing back, the memories life a knife in her chest. It's so sudden that she feels tears stinging her eyes and she has to force herself into action so she doesn't lose control of her emotions. Out of the comfortable bed that kind of smells like her handsome host. Run fingers through her hair to try to tame the messy curls that have been a bit flattened by sleeping on them. She debates changing back into her dress but can't find the energy just yet — she really hopes that Sousa has coffee.
So, she wanders out to the kitchen in her borrowed pajamas, hair anything but perfectly styled and bare feet padding along the floor. Not once does she consider whether it's "proper" for the era to be doing this; she's pretty sure they left propriety back at the bar, anyway. ]
Something smells good.
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Oh, good, you're up. I'm almost finished.
[ He does look positively domestic, what with the almost perfectly scrambled eggs and crispy bacon waiting in their respective pans, and the stack of pancakes that he worked hard to get just right. Truthfully, it does come easily to him, but still, he wanted to make sure everything was as close to perfect as he could get it. ]
Have a seat, I'll get you some coffee, okay?
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Giving the scene a once-over with a slightly stunned expression, she shakes her head in astonishment as she settles into one of the chairs. A bachelor being able to cook like this had to be something that died out in the seventy years between their time periods. The only other man she knew who could cook like this was Coulson, and he'd always seemed to be the exception to every rule. ]
The women of this era really are idiots if they're not looking at someone like you. [ It's half muttered to herself and half to him as she considers again everything he's done for her, everything he's said he would do. How many people in the world would do the same? He's really one of a kind. ]
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And then he turns around with the mug in his hand, and his cheeks are reddening as well. ]
What, because I can put together a good breakfast? [ He rolls his eyes, but he's smiling too. ]
Most women are looking for something more than just that. And this is a detractor too.
[ He nods at the crutch. Of course he can get around his own place without any trouble, but sometimes, the crutch just gets in the way.
Like right now, for instance. He's moving over to place the mug of coffee on the table, and the crutch catches on the floor, causing him to slip just a little. But he's not about to make a mess right now, not when he's trying to make things as close to perfect as he can, and hey, what's a little drip of coffee anyway?
He tries not to flinch as some hot drops of liquid fall onto his hand. It's silly, but she just gave him the biggest compliment he's received in awhile, and he doesn't want to make her change her mind five seconds after giving it. ]
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The crutch being any sort of an issue is also complete bullshit. Just the idea that people would look down on him because he'd lost a leg makes her so angry, but add in that he'd lost it fighting for his country and she's beyond livid. A good man like Daniel Sousa deserves so much better than that.
She watches that cup of coffee with great interest, more than ready to inhale that sweet liquid life, so there's no missing the way the cup jerks as he loses his balance the slightest bit. And of course, she notices that flinch; who the hell wouldn't flinch at steaming hot coffee hitting their bare skin? ]
Hey, you okay? [ There's nothing but genuine concern in her voice and expression as she quickly reaches up to take the mug from him, setting it on the table before immediately turning her attention to his hand. She takes it in her own, one hand on his wrist while the other holds his fingers, checking to make sure any burns are just superficial. ]
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And while he's very confident in who he is and what he brings to the table, there's some things that he has difficulty just brushing aside. The issue of his worth is one of those things that rears its ugly head from time to time. But then again, he wouldn't change any of his choices for anything in the world, and neither would he trade any of the consequences either. Losing his leg wasn't a picnic, but he has no regrets.
It's a daily thing, learning to not be bothered by the looks or the whispers or how he gets overlooked sometimes. But one thing's clear; he's not being overlooked right now. ]
Huh?
[ He startles just a little bit when his brain catches up to his eyes, because he's staring at her holding his hand like he's never seen anyone do something like that before. ]
Oh, uh, I'm fine, just had a clumsy moment there. It happens. [ And then he takes a second look at the cup, as if maybe it's not full enough for her anymore. ]
Give me a second, I can top that up for you.
[ Never mind that it's already pretty full. He's just suddenly feeling a little flustered. ]
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Let me drink some of it first, Sousa. [ She teases him with a gentle smile as she releases his hand, one of her own moving to hold onto the mug's handle. ] And put that hand under some cold water, okay? Just to humor me.
[ Because he might be fine, but he'll be more fine if he takes a bit of care of himself. Just try it, Sousa, all the cool kids are doing it. (Except for her, of course.) ]
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Oh, right, sorry. [ He lost his head a bit there, but he's trying to collect himself again. ]
I need to dish up the food anyway. I'll be right back. [ And yes, the first thing he does is run his hand under some water, because that kind of stung.
He returns in a few minutes with a plate loaded up with food and carefully balanced. Some spilled coffee is easily cleaned up and forgotten about; spilled food is less so. ]
I hope you're hungry.
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It is very likely that she resembles a kid at Christmas when he returns with that plate of food, her eyes get so big. ]
I'm starving. Apparently, my stomach thinks dinner was a week ago instead of last night. [ Inhaling food like she's never seen it before is probably frowned upon for women in this era, so she forces herself to take a smaller, slightly more ladylike bite of eggs instead of shoveling a mouthful in at once. That proper facade disappears as she chews, though. Having the manners to at least cover her mouth while she talks with food in it, there's no hiding the smile in her voice. ] Oh my god, this is really good.
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Well, you've had an exciting couple of days, haven't you? That's bound to make anyone hungry. There's a lot more where that came from, if you decide you want seconds.
[ He's glad he decided to make extra. But if she asks him about it, he'll just say that he's been cooking for himself for so long that he lost track of proper portion sizes. ]
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If only her heart would get with the program.
There's a slight hesitation before she nods and smiles again, though it's a bit more reserved this time.] Thanks. Now go on and get yours, it's no fun to eat alone.
[ She'd spent far too much of her life alone already. ]
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Luckily, he has plenty of things to distract him from wanting to stop stock still and just look at her, because that wouldn't be awkward at all. ]
You don't have to tell me twice. [ He's hungry too, but he nearly forgot about that in favor of watching her. He's quick to grab a plate and fill it up so he can bring it back over to the table and join her. ]
So, how is it? Can I get you anything else? [ He figures she wouldn't be putting it away as quickly as she is if she wasn't enjoying it, but he wants to be sure. ]
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That uncertainty of her future settles in again and she tries to bury that uneasy feeling in her chest. It doesn't work, of course, and though she smiles when he settles in with his own plate, it doesn't quite reach her eyes. ]
No, this is all... perfect. Everything's amazing. Eggs and pancakes and... wow. I'm impressed, Sousa.
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He tries to mind his own business whenever possible, but he can see the way that smile doesn't quite reach her eyes. He figures he shouldn't draw attention to it unless she brings it up, so he just returns the smile as well. ]
Well, you know, living alone, it gets a little tiresome, going to a restaurant or a diner two or three times a day. I figure if I can read reports at work, I can read a recipe book.
[ He chuckles a bit, though. ]
Let me tell you, my first attempts at cooking for myself weren't pretty. I think I came out all right, though.
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You're more than all right. [ This smile is a little brighter and reaches a little further. ] Especially compared to my cooking skills. I burn everything. I would have starved a long time if it weren't for my team making sure there was more than cereal in our kitchen.
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Well, trust me on this, if you stick around at least while you get things figured out, you won't have to worry about starving.
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Thank you. [ It's more serious than what she'd said before, reality slipping back into the forefront of her mind. Poking at one of the pancakes with her fork, she looks between it and him for a moment before speaking again. ] I'm not even really sure where to start. The figuring things out part...
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